I'm leaving this place, I tried so hard to be liked by all of you. I tried so hard to be good like all of you. To at least fit in, try and pretend that my life wasn't shit. I sometimes even went on to follow your advice for not saying "sorry" at the end of every game sometimes back in Discord. I just couldn't handle the fact that the things that are wrong with me will never go away. In the end, I'm just a piece of shit who only hurts people and deserves all the pain. I'm just surprised I haven't crippled over and died already, it's what the living and the dead want anyways.
Just do better than me.